/ the midnight judge
im out, nah, its no comming back crap.
****Dont read this, its boring as hell, I really wrote it for myself****
I have just decided I had no more reasons to stay in the scene. It used
to be fun, for fame, for competition, for wars, for fights. But mostly for
friends..
As i am talking, I dont give a shit about fame, since I wont be getting
any in the futur. The scene kind of stopped caring about competition. Groups
release whenever they feel like it. I used to look at 4-5+ packs in the
first 5 days of each months.. and rate em, to figure out who were the
best groups, etc. And when wicked released the 10th of a month, the pack
was fuckin late. Now, i cant even get 1 pack in the first 10 days of a
month, im loosing tracks of the releases, and I dont give a fuck if noname
had a better pack than remorse this month. Cause now its more like, noname
had a pack this month, and remorse didnt.
The scene, by loosing its competition, also lost its fights. Everyoned
say: geez, fighting is lame, but goddamn, peace is fuckin BORING! Were
not hitting each other with swords and shooting ourselves with guns. DEG65
tried to bring the fighting back a little bit, as me and martz were flaming
volatile, drax, and some punks like that. But we lost interrest..it was
kind of childish since we didnt have any good reasons to pick on em.
What kept me goin on, was the friends I had. Thru my 2+ years in the
scene I made many friends. Maybe just IRC friends, but they still were
good friends. I lost many of em, cause they left the scene, and many
other reasons. But now, I dont feel I have any friends left in the scene.
Actually, i do have martz. But I kind of never see him on, cause of time
difference. And beside martz, I lost all the other friends I had for stupid
reasons.. Im thinking of kresile, holystone, tripulogic, and many others..
So, from now on, I dont consider I still have something to do in the
scene.. I hope it lasts for a long time, and it probably will. But will it
be as powerfull as it used to be, with new artists every months, with lame
groups to accept them, and with artists to help em out. That I doubt alot.
This is also why itll not live for ever. Necromancer once said it couldnt
die, because as long as the computers will be there, someone will be there
to draw something on it with ascii codes. Well, when youll be that last
guy drawing lines on your computer, necromancer, i hope youll enjoy it
cause youll probably be the only one to see it...
I would like to thank the few following folks, for what they gave me in
the scene.
Martz - You fuckin know why youre the first on my list mate.. :
Ill miss you, thats for sure.
D2-MAC - I have been the artist I was because of you, first of all.
And you were one of the best bud I had on the net.
Blindman - Woah, you quit on me. Probably for ultima online : Neways,
I love ya man, and Ive always missed ya.
Kresile - Bah.. I dont know what to say..
Biogen - Woah, how can I forget you. One of my first bud in the scene,
one of my last too..
Thatd be all.
- mjay, the midnight judge
im out, nah, its no comming back crap.
****Dont read this, its boring as hell, I really wrote it for myself****
I have just decided I had no more reasons to stay in the scene. It used
to be fun, for fame, for competition, for wars, for fights. But mostly for
friends..
As i am talking, I dont give a shit about fame, since I wont be getting
any in the futur. The scene kind of stopped caring about competition. Groups
release whenever they feel like it. I used to look at 4-5+ packs in the
first 5 days of each months.. and rate em, to figure out who were the
best groups, etc. And when wicked released the 10th of a month, the pack
was fuckin late. Now, i cant even get 1 pack in the first 10 days of a
month, im loosing tracks of the releases, and I dont give a fuck if noname
had a better pack than remorse this month. Cause now its more like, noname
had a pack this month, and remorse didnt.
The scene, by loosing its competition, also lost its fights. Everyoned
say: geez, fighting is lame, but goddamn, peace is fuckin BORING! Were
not hitting each other with swords and shooting ourselves with guns. DEG65
tried to bring the fighting back a little bit, as me and martz were flaming
volatile, drax, and some punks like that. But we lost interrest..it was
kind of childish since we didnt have any good reasons to pick on em.
What kept me goin on, was the friends I had. Thru my 2+ years in the
scene I made many friends. Maybe just IRC friends, but they still were
good friends. I lost many of em, cause they left the scene, and many
other reasons. But now, I dont feel I have any friends left in the scene.
Actually, i do have martz. But I kind of never see him on, cause of time
difference. And beside martz, I lost all the other friends I had for stupid
reasons.. Im thinking of kresile, holystone, tripulogic, and many others..
So, from now on, I dont consider I still have something to do in the
scene.. I hope it lasts for a long time, and it probably will. But will it
be as powerfull as it used to be, with new artists every months, with lame
groups to accept them, and with artists to help em out. That I doubt alot.
This is also why itll not live for ever. Necromancer once said it couldnt
die, because as long as the computers will be there, someone will be there
to draw something on it with ascii codes. Well, when youll be that last
guy drawing lines on your computer, necromancer, i hope youll enjoy it
cause youll probably be the only one to see it...
I would like to thank the few following folks, for what they gave me in
the scene.
Martz - You fuckin know why youre the first on my list mate.. :
Ill miss you, thats for sure.
D2-MAC - I have been the artist I was because of you, first of all.
And you were one of the best bud I had on the net.
Blindman - Woah, you quit on me. Probably for ultima online : Neways,
I love ya man, and Ive always missed ya.
Kresile - Bah.. I dont know what to say..
Biogen - Woah, how can I forget you. One of my first bud in the scene,
one of my last too..
Thatd be all.
- mjay, the midnight judge
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